15.3.07

I'm not the only one

我就是那種很會灰心,又很會忘記不快的人。

我不曾諱言,走上記者之路只因一篇訪問。當初沒有經過計算,更沒有太多顧慮。路走了一半後,才發現追求理想的代價之大。

有一段時間,我被帶到轉角的路口。不知何解,每個三心兩意之時總有人來鼓勵,於是又領我回到原來的路上。如是者一次、兩次、三次。

三年級了。前路將要敲定。雖然工作不是一份生死約,但是我沒有太多時間左探探,右探探。從來就有個不知從哪兒萌生的概念:成功,需要很多的堅持。

近來又讀到不少文章,令我想繼續相信新聞工作的價值,於是又忘記了兩日前的苦惱。我就是那樣容易被說服。

既然世事沒有太多的對與錯,追求理想的又何必被評為不切實際(不過也不必以脫俗的姿態看矮他人。)?可惜的是,在金錢作為最重要利益的香港,以至全世界,似乎仍難以無後顧之憂地輕唱"You may say i'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one."

2 則留言:

Holik 提到...

recently I kinda mentioned to my dad that I may work in Africa some time later for poverty reduction or sth...and he said sth like dont try to be a saviour and take care of urself first...blah blah blah...

haha, ironically as it seems, a guy like myself, who criticized you for being too unrealistic and altruistic 3 years ago, is now being accused for those things.

(but to be honest, i will take care of myself reasonably well and simultaneously achieving what i want to do..)

In any way, that proves that you are not the only one. Keep going.

柏斯 提到...

re holik
Thanks a lot.

Parents used to do the best for us, while we try to do sth not that good for them. haha